I have not written in a month. 1 month to the day. I can feel it. My footsteps are heavier. My heart aches a little more. My mind is in a fog. Happiness eludes me even when I am surrounded by everything and everyone who should make it tangible. I should not be feeling this way…
Everything in my life is moving towards the positive. My newest daughter is arriving in one month. Our book is more successful than I could have imagined. More people follow ReesSpecht Life than can fill Citi Field (though that isn’t saying much these days, since no one watches the Mets anyhow). I have shared Rees with so many people – and he has made an impact on this world. Everything I set out to do is something that has come to pass, and yet I am forlorn. I hate feeling this way. I just … Read More